Recently, I started posting on my YouTube channel. So far, I've only done this intro sort of video, but I am halfway through working on two other videos.
The reason I can't continue work on those videos is that my camera is in Toronto, while I am in Montreal. I will be going there in a week and a half to get it, however.
Currently, I am just settling in here, so no pseudo-profound/semi-profound rambling just yet. Although, this entire process has given me a lot to think about. For one thing, I don't want to give up all the interests and ambitions I had before just so I can do well here. And when you're in engineering, I imagine that's easier done than said. But if I give in to that, I won't be able to look into a mirror and see Tree or Tabish. And quite frankly, I am quite fond of him, so I would like him to stick around.
And the good news is that that means I won't let myself stop writing or making short films, even if they have to spring up very inconsistently.
Hello! You haven't blogged in a while, have you? You've known me formerly as The Girl With The Blue Earring! I liked your video. I hope you post more of your writing, since I find your ramblings reflect mine in many ways, and I do tend to rely on reading others' thoughts to identify my own sometimes.
ReplyDeleteI guess all of us fight with the whole identity thing when it comes to college. I've stopped trying to figure it all out since I'm so terrified of it. I suppose that's not a very healthy way to live, but this way I can make my memory of the old me - creative, bright and all of that - remain pristine and unencumbered by the sad reality of who I am now :/ Haha, I just realised my life is essentially delusions within delusions :P
"And the good news is that that means I won't let myself stop writing or making short films, even if they have to spring up very inconsistently." - If this be the case, hopefully, I will vicariously use your progress to feed mine :P